- Mood:
Nervous - Listening to: Paul Simon - You can call me Al
- Reading: Stephen King's The Dark Half
- Watching: NHK ni yokoso!
- Playing: Nothing -_-
- Eating: Cheap christmas cookies
- Drinking: Cheap Fruit punch
Everythings been going against me since I moved here. I have a mild hypochondriac moment and rush myself to the emegency room to learn that I'm just stressed out. I left all my art supplies back home and most of my dvds and books wouldn't fit in the car. I get the one job I wanted with great pay and now I don't get enough hours to live off of. I have to visit a doctor frequently because of abnormalities that could lead to something very serious. But the worst of it all is that I've once again moved into a family. At first I was excited to move here and be with Tyler's mom and it was great at first but then I've become overwhelmed now that his sister is here too. I'm a very needy person and I love human interaction but I'm also shy as hell, that equals a stressed out lonely person who bugs the hell out of the one person she feels comfortable with. Ah hell its not that bad now because I found some paper and some pens, mebbe I can let out the stress with some art! I really want to take pictures but I forgot my batteries and a cable that can download the pictures. I have some good ones too...damn...
Devious Comments
Also, have you thought about going to a church or anything? I know that helped me so much when I moved up here to Lewiston and I had no friends or family up here beside Melissa. Plus it may give you some faith and help you through these times.
Anyway, I'll stop rambling now, I hope you'll get out of this rut your in. If you ever need to talk, both Melissa and I would be more than happy to listen or just simply give advice. Just keep looking toward your goal. ^_^ Good luck and God bless.
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