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No art. No life. No money. Big Debt.

Fri Dec 15, 2006, 6:19 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Paul Simon - You can call me Al
  • Reading: Stephen King's The Dark Half
  • Watching: NHK ni yokoso!
  • Playing: Nothing -_-
  • Eating: Cheap christmas cookies
  • Drinking: Cheap Fruit punch
Everythings been going against me since I moved here. I have a mild hypochondriac moment and rush myself to the emegency room to learn that I'm just stressed out. I left all my art supplies back home and most of my dvds and books wouldn't fit in the car. I get the one job I wanted with great pay and now I don't get enough hours to live off of. I have to visit a doctor frequently because of abnormalities that could lead to something very serious. But the worst of it all is that I've once again moved into a family. At first I was excited to move here and be with Tyler's mom and it was great at first but then I've become overwhelmed now that his sister is here too. I'm a very needy person and I love human interaction but I'm also shy as hell, that equals a stressed out lonely person who bugs the hell out of the one person she feels comfortable with. Ah hell its not that bad now because I found some paper and some pens, mebbe I can let out the stress with some art! I really want to take pictures but I forgot my batteries and a cable that can download the pictures. I have some good ones too...damn...

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Wow... Very overwhelming stuff going on. Just keep working hard and it'll be ok. How has your BF been through all of this? I'm sure it's one thing for him to move back with his mom, but for someone who hardly knows her would be very different. I hope he's beings suportive at least. Have you two thought about moving back to Tucson? Also, look into some goverment jobs, they'll take care of you for the most part with the benifits they mostly offer. Even if it's just a second job, it will help pay the bills, and you may get some good benifits.
Also, have you thought about going to a church or anything? I know that helped me so much when I moved up here to Lewiston and I had no friends or family up here beside Melissa. Plus it may give you some faith and help you through these times.
Anyway, I'll stop rambling now, I hope you'll get out of this rut your in. If you ever need to talk, both Melissa and I would be more than happy to listen or just simply give advice. Just keep looking toward your goal. ^_^ Good luck and God bless.

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